Realization only hit me today that I am going to have a super shag upcoming 8 months. That is, if I want to have the ultimate balance between study, work, play and friends. Well, I did not feel the pinch when I was penning out my monthly schedule, not yet I guess. I thought I will be able to sail through it smoothly.

Guess not. Hah.

School started on Tuesday and so did my sleep debt. Having cleared a bit of my sleep debt for the past 2 weeks, I am back to accumulating them. How bad was it? I drooled a little when I feel asleep in the train while on my way home. Opps.

Strangely, I feel motivated. Although I suspect that the anticipation of F1 @ Singapore and the thought of Alonso in Singapore right now is my current drug-addiction at the moment. I have been feeding on it since last Sunday and getting 'higher' as the race draw closer. Not to mention the highly speculated (and possible) move for Alonso to Ferrari in 2010. Luca di Montezemolo (Ferrai President) had, for the first time, gave the strongest hint on Wednesday with regards to this so-called 'most anticipated open secret within the paddock'. Everyone is so waiting for this to happen. Dream team. I said it, and I will said it again. Ferrari-Alonso-Massa = Dream team = Winning formula. We will see how the story unfolds within the next few weeks.

Geez. Talk about being side-track. :D

My aim for school is to get first-class honors eventually. Having wasted so much time (in God knows what I was doing/thinking), there really isn't another option. Although I have to admit, that it is quite unlikely I will be able to make the cut. I will still try my best though. This time round, putting in my 110%. It is tough, despite the typical slack course SIM portrays. Or rather, the slack attitude that I had chose to display for the past few years. Opps again. But I guess I will manage. I have to do it. No more wasting time.

It really isn't easy to juggle between studies and work. Even though mine is just a part-time job, I do take my job seriously, as though it is a full-time job. (Although I do go to work late... pretty frequently. Opps yet again.) But other than that, I am 100% all in when it comes to work. Because I know I am already one step (or possibly a few steps) behind from everyone else in many ways, I have no choice but to make up for it. Plus it is my good fortune to have 2 wonderful bosses who did not mind my accounting background (I failed it), and still chose to hire me. On top of that, they are willing to teach me despite their busy schedule. (Although I think my bosses will say that they have to teach since we will be the ones producing the work eventually. Rather for us to learn and do, than to do while in a mess. hee.) For that, I have no way of repayment but to learn as much as I can and do my best at work.
I have to say, I think I have the makings of a workaholic. I'm not sure if that is a good or bad thing though. Maybe it is still too early to say, since it is a part-time job for me afterall. I do not have the responsibilities of a full-timer, so I would not be able to feel it yet. We'll see...

If any of my friends are reading this, I think you can expect to see me less in the upcoming months. No more MJs, lesser KTV, lesser outings. Badminton will still go on though, despite my annoying Saturday morning lecture.. Exercise ftw. :D

Until then, it is study, work, study, work...


It's almost Friday! ^_^
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