woooooooooooooooooooot~
madness!
i can stay up without any caffaine!
just done with my stuff..
2 more hours b4 i leave me house for a brand new day!

a long day ahead..
lecture at 9am..
tuition at 230pm..
dinner at 630pm..
n i shall plop onto me bed by 10pm..

Wake up 10am on sunday..
Go to Juction 8 by 1pm to watch lee hom..
Grab some ice cream..
Visit Sunshine Plaza/Arcade..
Go down to istana to watch ivan by 545pm..

zzzzz.. things usually dont go as planned....

*plonk*
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awww really all plan nicely...but really alwiz things don't go accordingly as we had plan..haiz

By  Anonymous, at 9/30/06, 11:16 PM 

hehe.. yea!! but as long you give and take.. maintaining most of ur plan.. i'm sure it shud be okies!! *cheers*

By  DoTdOtGeR, at 10/2/06, 12:35 PM 

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sandwiched in the middle..
she's right, and he's wrong..
but she's wrong too by making me the middleman..
one does everything, but the others does not appreciate.. and than she would complain..
one has got some serious attitude problem.. the other has got a problem with it..

i hate them when they are at it..

alwiz the same few questions running in my mind..
alwiz the same few scenes appearing..
alwiz the same few words tearing up my mind...

argh wadeva..............................
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Upon the execution table, lies my prisoners..
Thou shall allow you to bring glory and fame upon your death..

POWs whom died in honour:
Milk Tea
Char Siew Pao
Curry Puff
Squid Head
Takoyaki

Please take note of the following prisoners who fled..
Ice Cream
Lollipop

They shall be severely punished!

Muhahahahaha!!

*Chop*
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
jus realise that i haven eat!!!!!
foooooooooooooood!!!!
here i come!!!!

*munch munch*
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lol dotty...

By  Anonymous, at 9/28/06, 8:47 PM 

hehehe..
who u??
drewy?? ^^

By  DoTdOtGeR, at 9/30/06, 4:19 AM 

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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
jus woke up..
has been such a long time since i slept in till the sun is screaming at me..
(den again.. it looks cloudy..)
oh wells..

i feel like throwing an atmoic bomb through my ceiling!!
the family living above definitely does not know wad "Consideration" is!
Dragging furniture.. Stomping around.. (i wonder if elephants are there..) Pounding things.. Drilling late in the night..
ARgh!!
When this is worse already, some other family is doing renovation!!
Crap~~
Think i'm gonna get my ass outta the hse.. or i doubt i can study.. zzzzzzz....

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~
finally found a frd who plays Auditions! Mr KY!
All my frds not Auditions kia.. Ivan has been MIA for quite some time..
Nobody to accompany me! How sad!

off to auditions!
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tmd!
te me!
grrrrrr........
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
hais~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*plonks*

just venting my frustrations here............................................................................

*ouch*
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-Yawns-

Waking up to yet another morning, another day..
Yesterday was chaotic.. Never felt as free.. Soaring in the sky like a bird..
Today on, it will be different.. Life's gonna be chocolatey..
Because i have her.....

"Morning.."

Staring at her sleepy face, i gave her a kiss..

"Morning.." ^^

How long has it been since i was so close to her?
A year? nah.. perhaps even longer.. so long that it felt almost like eternity..
All the turbulence we have been through was definitely worth it..
Specially for this moment..

"Coffee and toast?"

"uh huh.. i feel like sleeping in a lil' while more.."

"okies.. i'll wake you up when it's done.."

As i picked up the toast.. i wondered how long this moment will ever last..
living in our dream house.. in our own lifestyle.. escaping all eyes.. hiding from the truth.......................

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ End of Part 1 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

gee.. i jus felt like writing out of a sudden.. but i realise i din noe exactly wad i wanted.. maybe i'll leave it hanging here for awhile... hehehe..
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The answer to my qns in my previous entry jus hit me out of nowhere during my marketing lesson..
i'm definitely not the all gloomy and inward kinda girl..
i might not be the most cheerful or optimistic kiddo of all..
but i'm somewhere there..
there will be stuff that i cant deal with.. that's when i might breakdown..
but i'm definitely not depress..
i get happy too easily to be an all depressed girl..

i grin non stop over the slightest issues..
i laugh out loud at wadeva thing i feel farny..
and i definitely lurve attention..
i'm a attention seeker.. or rather.. i lurve to draw attention..
doing things that will spark of conversation among people about me..
but i will not be bothered by what they say.. i cant please everyone..
label me all you want cuz i dun care..
put me down all you want because time will prove who's right and who's not..

i feel great!

PS: i lurve it esp when pple watches me as i shoot my way in the arcade.. even though i might not be as fantastic.. but i dun suck... esp when i hit 280 to 290 upon 300 for my shooting.. hitting the 9's and 10's... and to have the audience watching me in awe..
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot~~~~~
XD
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Such intense emotions..
i hate this..
hate the opposing emotions i'm having..
feel torn apart...
am i happy? or am i sad?
am i wearin a mask? or am i not?
cheery and depress..
which is the true me?

the hardest thing to swallow are the tears that you fought hard to hold back..

such depressing entries.. -.-
but cant help it.......................................
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I dunno how this word is ever gonna reach the both of you..
And i also dunno how to put it across to you guys....
dunno how to say it in front of you..
But i'm really sorry..
Sorry for my mistakes..
Sorry for having caused such a heavy burden..
Sorry for not putting in my best..

The guilt is overwhelming...
Everytime the 'time' comes...
i really feel very sorry for having put you guys through so much problems and troubles...
I know i should have proved myself better..
And i know it's all too late for regrets...
Still.. i've been wanting to apologise for a long time..
Sorry~
And thanx for still holding me on.. giving me faith..
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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
grinning from ear to ear right now...
jus saw da trailer fer death note.. (thanx again, kenny.. hehe..)
though Light Yagami ish not as shuai..
L isn't as kawaii..
still!
it's one of da few jap comic-based muvee brought in to s'pore!
and itz death note!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~
*giggles*
heheheheheehee.....
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~

over da moon~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^^
cant stop grinning.. hehhee..
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Just got home not long ago..
Tired, hungry and exhuasted from all the lecturing and preeching..

i noe some thing are difficult..
most things ARE difficult..
but when you don't even bother to try, you'll never be able to find the easy way out..
life's never easy..
all you gotta do is to pass the hurdles one by one..
if you dont try, you'll never even noe if you can do it..

hai................ preeching ish hard work...................
i really hope you get it this time.....................
each time i lecture you....... i alwiz feel the pain.........
cuz i dunno whether you really understand wad i mean.....
and whether there's will be a 'next time' i be doing and saying the same thing again...
pls let this be the last time.........................
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was feeling kinda frustrated earlier on..
thanx to da 'tang bo hu' Kenny sent me i'm feeling great now..
haha..

http://www.vlike.com/flash/2591.htm

Quoted from Kenny:
If you wanna get urself a rich and smart husband..
U dot need to be smart..
Dot needa haf looks..
All u need to be ish...
LAME!
^^
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wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot~
jus saw that Death Note muvie ish comin out on 19th Oct!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
sho many shows i wanna watch..
Miami Vice.. (Colin Farrell!)
Death Note..
The Departed.. (Matt Damon!)

over the moon.....................................
sho happy!!!!!! hehehehehehee... ^_^
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Jesse McCartney - Right where you want me
Baby Take me on a journey
I've been thinkin lately
I could use a little time alone with you
Crazy
Lets do something maybe
Please dont take your time
You got me right where you want me

Justin Timberlake - SexyBack
Dirty Babe
You see these shackles baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way

2 yummy guys.. *sLuRpS* ;p
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Was telling uncle about brain cells.. thot it was damn cool na.. hehehe..
here's how it goes.........

i wud like it better if i was "un-agitatable" n easily "laughable"..
(What nonsense? but who cares.. XD)
kill less brain cell..
do u noe we consume 1 brain cell when we try to memorise once cell fone number?
can u imagine da number of brain cells we kill if we're agitated?
or angry?
or frustrated?

i have a small brain you noe.. ><

Kakoyi desu!!!! ^_^
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Figured out that i've been sick and tired easily these days, so i went for a run.. was surprised tt i did better den my last run, which was abt 2 weeks ago? thot i would haf gotten worse.. haha..
good start then.. lose some of my body mass b4 i start goin fer gym.. dot wanna look too muscular after i start training again.. hehehe..

i was quite dead during soci lecture in the mornz.. was quite inattentive.. feel kinda bad.. wanted to zzz early the previous nite but ended up dilly-dallying while packing me stuff.. -.-
but marketing was cool! such interesting stuff.. the lecturer kept talking about ice cream.. n i had to keep swallowing my saliva as she went "Hagen Daaz".. "Ben & Jerry".. "Wall's Ice Cream"... argh!! i must get myself ice cream by this weekend!! cant take this no more!!! XD

gotta do my tuition stuff.. having tuition marathon these few weeks.. sheila's exams coming.................................. ><
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Was late for Corporate Finance on sat.. had a hard time draggin meself off da bed.. thot i wasn't gonna pull thru the CF lecture.. but i managed to stay awake thru'out the entire 3 hours.. in fact.. it was the only time i was energetic fer the whole day! the lecturer was simply great! made every concept jus darn simple, straight forward and real life..

meet fund, jem, ky n jas after lecture.. ttz when i went totally into sleepy and blur mode.. went to arcade after lunch.. still didn't get my hands on PF since there were pple watchin jem the moment he started playin.. i'm such a diffident person.. *sigh*
my 2nd time ice skating and i'm still a nubcake at it.. feel sho noobish as i watched the 4 guys skate round the ring.. esp ky n fund.. and there was this uncle who was skating so freely on the ring.. so darn pro.. dammit.. ><
went to kor's hse along with jas n fund.. played bridge practically win all the way.. been such a long time i jus slack ard with frds n play cards.. miss the old times..

today was jus a slackin day.. went for tuition in the afternoon and i jus became a couch potatoe after that.. i think i'm really clumsy.. didn't realise it when kor was alwiz sayin about how clumsy i am.. but.. i injured my foot while walking today.. -.- damn jialat.. my ankle n knees still hurts from skating.. n now my foot.. zzzzz...

watched MTV music award jus now and Justin Timberlake rawks my world!! Lurve his new album.. gotta get it by this weekend.. omg.. cant wait.. hehe.. Panic at the disco and All American Rejects was so darn cool too! simply lurve them.. miss those days when i'm alwiz singing and hum to the english songs with khoon! miss u wor khoon! nobody sings along with me to da english songs these days.. how sad! =/

watched Full House again after that.. (like i said.. couch potatoe.. >.<)
one of the nicest and sweetest show of all time! can never get enuff of it..
so farny.. yet heartbreaking.. touching and sweet... awwwwwwwww~~
getting all lovey-dovey again... silly me... hahaha..

woah.. didn't realise itz been quite a long entry..
till then..................
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Down with a cold..
Terrible flu..
Irritating headache..

Wanted to do some bloggin but i thot.. forget it.. -.-
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jus finish with chapter 243 of bleach..
Ishida n Chad ish like damn shuai na!
Esp the scene whr Chad stopped the freakin huge ass baka.... erm.. wadeva itz bein called in english.. -.-
N Ishida got his new power! Kakoyi desu neh!
(Sorry to those who haven read the manga.. jus cant help it.. hahaha.. >.<)

gonna be so busy these 4 weeks.. school.. homework.. tuition.. n more tuition.. outings.. practically out at least 6 days a week.. gonna b a busy bee these 4 weeks.. *buzz buzz* haven been doin this for such a long time.. can already feel the tired-ness in my bones.. -.-

today ish damn cold na.. kept sneezing throughout.. damn nose.. so sensitive to the weather changes for what.. ma chiam like a dog.. -.-

audition the whole morning n went to skl late.. not late but was suppose to meet vanessa earlier.. haha.. sorry gal.. studied marketing the whole afternoon.. so much memorising work.. my lousiest skill of all.. -.- went for dinner at Kobayashi with kor n jem.. watched them played PF10.. damn zai na.. *envy* wanna play but..... scare throw their face.. hais~ ><

mum ish still hoggin da toliet for almost 1 n half hours already!! n i haven bath!! i wanna zzzzz... still gotta wake up at 7am for Corporate Finance tmr... great~ mummy!! come out!!!!!!

-.-
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Gotta head for skl in 1 and half hours and i'm god damn sleepy!!
such a nice weather!!
V_V

can i bring my bed to skl?????????????
>.<
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haven been feeling good these days.. terrible mood swings.. (not PMS.. in case u're thinking of it.. -.-) feeling happy one moment, and about to burst the next..
so i thot.. the best remedy is?? Bleach! ^-^

many, including myself, see me as a boyish girl.. nonetheless.. i'm still a girl..
one who ish as dreamy as any other girlish girl.. (girlish girl.. sounds weird but wadeva.. -.-)

Bleach let me saw the different kinda emotions, relationship and definitely.. the different kinda lurve.. sho heartwarming, funny and sweet..
yea yea.. i noe Bleach ish suppose to be the Action Pack kinda manga where all da heros get into all sorts of fight..
But we CANNOT deny the presence of all these lovey-dovey and underlying relationship within all these heros.. (KOR.. *Ah-Hem* XD)
I lurve the action pack scenes.. but i lurve deciphering the emotions and the "ai4 mei4" relationships btwn these heros as well!! hahahaha..

Ichigo & Rukia.. Rukia & Renji.. Ichigo & Inoue.. Urahara & Yoruichi.. Gin & Matsumoto.. Kaien & Rukia.. Hinamori & Aizen.. Kira & Hinamori.. etc etc...

i lurve to guess wad might come next..
whether or not they will bring their relationship one step higher..
personally.. i lurve Ichigo & Rukia.. and Urahara & Yoruichi..
So i wasn't quite happy when Ichigo wanted to save inoue so badly.. >.<
but i figured out that he most probably wanted to save her as a friend.. so.... hahahhaa..
getting a lil lengthy here.. think i'll continue the next time b4 i start doing a thesis on bleach.. hehehehhee..
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Just watched this heart-wrenching show, based on true story called Lorenzo's Oil. It's about this young boy with Demyelinating disease. Lorenzo is the name of the lil boy and he acquired this rare disease from his mother, who is a carrier. Apparently, this kind of disease affects only the males, and the females will only act as a carrier.

Without myelin, nerve impulses are slowed or stopped, leading to a
constellation of neurological symptoms.

and the story goes on showing how Lorenzo's parents, Augusto and Michaela fought this disease with his son as his condition when up and down. Doctors told them that he would not be able to live up till 24 months from 1st diagnosis. He was about 5 to 6 years old then when he was 1st diagnosed with this disease.

Lorenzo(Right) and Oumouri(Left, His good friend) nearly 20 years later at home in Virginia, USA, 2001

(Taken from http://www.myelin.org/aboutlorenzo.htm)

I thought it's weird how most of us are fretting over itsy bitsy issues every now and then. How we think that it's a very big deal for all the problems and challenges laid upon us.

What would you do when your kids have diseases like this? Would you be able to exhibit the exact same strength and courage as Augusto and Micheala did? These people deal with challenges far tougher then what we can even see in our daily lives. And yet there are people who take their lives for granted, not cherishing what they are given. To be able to see, hear, speak, listen, touch and think.

I feel so minute. Feel that what these people went through definitely is something that i can never apprehend. I want to reach out. Reach out to these people. I will when i have the ability to. In time to come............

http://www.myelin.org/

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i am sure a happy girl..
happy over the slightest itsy bitsy stuff..
was grinning from ear to ear when kenny told me abt this bleach movie!!
YES!!
shoooooooo happy! =D
cant wait for it's release.. whahahaz...

there's one more thing i jus got to know that's sho happy and fun!! not gonna say it..
shall wait ba..... hehehhehehe.... XD
cant contain my excitement but.... finally!!!! yay!!!! ^_^
glad that you are the one... =P

http://www.bleach-movie.com/
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stupid lan shop that ish so freakin warm.. only has got 4 games.. and you cant even play maple n cs on most of the comps..
baka..

brought my bleach family along to genting.. so kawaii! hehehee..
3 more to go!
byakuya.. yoruichi.. kira...
byakuya! here i come!
muhahahahaha.. XD

so bored... i feel like a pig.. feel like piggin'...
oinkz~
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damn.. i'm feelin like a glutton..
eating the whole day...
not only that i'm taking 3 meals a day.. 3 HEAVY meals.. i'm taking snacks in between..
SHIT MAN...
i seriously needa hit the gym when i'm back in sg..
ahhhhhhhhhhh...

finally had a good sleep ytd nite.. though i still slept ard midnight.. (thanx to death note.. haha..)
i woke up ard 9 plus this morning.. damn shiok~ hehehee...
but this ish too much like the daily routine of a glutton.. shrugs~

me n my bro got trash big time by my dad in pool today! we were like omfg?
the moment we gave my dad the turn.. we were like stunned.....
my dad trashed my bro in bowling too.. fortunately my score was high enuff.. whahahaa.. XD
my bro was like sian diao la..
my dad ish soooooo cool!! ^^
mum rawks too!! she played her 1st pool today! and even managed to get a few balls in!!!
grandma was the best!! accompanied us to bowling and pool.. and even tried to take the bowling ball..
but was apparently too heavy fer her.. hahahaha..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
cool family!! hehehe.. XD
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Woke up at 4:30am today and i freaking played auditions.. -.-
everyone still asleep lo..
slept at 1am and woke up at 430am.. best~
Didn't sleep as well in the bus though..
reached Genting around 2plus.. and off we went for lunch!! was damn hungry la..

kinda bored today since we only haf half the day..
went a bit of shooting, bowling and arcad-ing..
pretty much the same here..
though itz alwiz the same old things and people..
but i jus feel as though i can escape from my usual schedule and place for once..

hope the next time i'm here, i'm with my friends.. >.<

hungry! gotta get some food back to the room.. whahahahaz..

sleepy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ V_V
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Was arguing with Uncle yesterday on "Y i shud be sitting at the front seat instead of the back"..
Apparently i dont like and i dot haf the habit of sitting in the front seat of the car..
I won in the end.. or more like.. Uncle gave up arguing with me.. hahaha..
Gomenasai Uncle! I can be quite stubborn at times also.. BoWhahahhaz.. XD
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As requested by dear dear! ^_^
Got this at $85.50.. 10% Discount.. u ask me in person den i tell u na.. if not the person who lend me the card will be so ke lian.. ltr everyone go look fer that person..

BTW! Thanx for the discount card, if u're reading this.. ^^

wanted to take blue de.. but i'm too bluish.. i'll be blue from top to bottom if i get a blue bag.. so i've decided to settle with green since it stands out the most.. hehehee..
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I just don't understand the thinking behind it.....
like so.....
whateva lo...............
hais~
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Yay! Finally got meself a crumpler bag!
whahahaz..
>.<
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There's someone stalking me in forum..
Stalking me in msn.........

I hope i'm thinking too much..
Hope it's all just a coincidence..

If you really are the stalker, and are reading this..
Pls stop it.................
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We live for hopes..
When there's hope, there's disappointment..
Disappointment brings about sadness..
Sadness churns determination..
Determination creates spirit..
And the Spirit, is what is within us..
What we really are..
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♥ Mahjong
♥ Booze
♥ Bleach
♥ $
♥ Caffeine
♥ Cam-whoring
♥ Sentosa