kinda excited right now..
waiting for my bro to come back..
and we'll be going down to join da shooting club in safra..
then i'll be going to register for hiphop dance lesson tmr..
and the lessons starts next week..

what a fulfilling feeling!!
makes me feel so 充实..

=]
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i finally get it..
when ppl sees you in a way..
it takes double the effort to change the perception of others in you..

it has been a bad habit of mine..
trying to change..
but whenever i'm trying..
ppl just whack me down with wadeva past experience they had with me..
when i asked whether i did it during the recent few meetings..
they could only bring out 1 or 2 examples..
itz obvious that the image of me is already there..
and ppl only rmb the bad instead of the good..

i hate it when ppl just keep repeating the same thing over and over again..
if you already think i'm like that, den dont bother repeating it in my face..
once or twice is enough.. i will get your point..
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i wanna mahjong.............................................
>.<
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better already!
=]
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i wanted to go to sentosa today..
but got ps-ed...............
a bit sian diao.................
had a lot to type actually.......
budden..............

我知道你正在世界的某个角落寻找着我..
但是, 突然很想马上就找到你....
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jus finish showering.. at 2am.. XD
Dad & Mum are asleep.. Bro in my room playing with Jas's PSP..
Had a gambling cum abs-training session..
Laughed so hard that i fell off my chair..
and continued laughing on the floor..
was voice-less at the end of everything..
earned quite a bit from MJ n Blackjack too.. hehe..
it was hilarious..
lurve the feeling.. =]

Injured my knee yesterday..
i merely kneel down for less than 1min while doing spring cleaning yesterday..
though it hurt quite a bit..
but i did not expect to get 2 blue black on my knees..
kinda hurts now.. >.<
that's for not going to the doc when u're suppose to..
damn..
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恭喜, 恭喜!!
Have fun collecting ang baos!!

=]
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i ended up feeling pissed when going back home today..
so i dont feel like saying much..

but i'm so glad Sheila n my brother asked me regarding schoolwork after i reach home..
at least i was angry no more..
taught Sheila some math qns after reaching home..
worked my tired brain a bit..
then my brother, chinese..
was damn hilarious listening to my brother reading the chinese passage..
making weird pronunciation..
he's trying.. but.. i couldn't help laughing.. was damn cute.. hehe..
sorry bro.. =P

just shower.. now super sleepy.. been kinda dead these few days..
sleeping late, waking up early..
cant seem to get to sleep early these days..

anyways..
tmr my bro will be tested on chinese passage..
sheila will be having her math exam..
Gambate neh both of u..
Good luck!
=]
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Saturday was a tiring day!!
Out fer the entire day..
Went shopping with Jas from mornz till afternoon..
Meet Kor n ST at Bishan to see 罗志祥 but the queue was super duper long..
We gave up after realising that the queue was 1 big round Junction 8, and extending further out to the opposite building..
kudos to the king of dance..
was kinda sad.. but!
went to gacha fer bleach keychain and amazingly..
i got Hitsugaya fer ST and she got me Rukia!!
and we were laughing and giggling away while WD n Jas was like =.=
hehe..
but my 4 bucks was stuck in the gachapon when we tried again..
sobx..

met fund and we went to mind's cafe again!!
hilarious, fun but!! super tiring..
i was voiceless and tired towards the end..
amazing how i can get tired by playin board games.. haha..

looked around for clothes with ST in PS..
bought this really nice jeans..
not too girly, yet it looked very cute.. hehe..

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went to skl early morn to pay my UOL revision workshop..
din wanna attend it at all..
but they forced us to..
zzzzzzz..
bought clothes and books on my way home..
so glad i didn't hit 400 today..
XD

ah~ having tuition with xiao mei later..
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i must say that the previous entry was probably one of my cries..
my views.. my true inner feelings..
i'm neither competing, nor comparing..
just purely stuff that i yearn to do..
but somehow it seemed so hard to reach for..
there are things that i want to do..
yet it felt like i had to touch the sky..
i'm 20.. and yet i feel like i've only lived the live of a 15..
i dont feel like i'm living my life to the fullest..
doing the things that i enjoy..

no one will truly understand how i feel..
"Jia jia you ben nan yan de jing"
wad i need are not quotes.. not typical comforting lines..
all i need..
are just my friends.. to be there with me..

i'm not targetting anyone..
but just pointing out wad i feel..
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The fear of rejecton is overwhelming..
I haven tried..
i am totally overwhelmed by it..
Few will truly understand how sucky it feels..
It is not the kind of bgr fear of rejection..
it is worse.. very much worse n fact..
a pure torture as you struggle within youself..
Wanting to do the things you truly enjoy..
wanting so much to break free..
wanting to soar in the sky, and taste the air..
wanting to know how pain feels like..

this year is a year of 21st..
most of my frds had, or are intending to celebrate for stepping into adulthood..
i am very much not gonna celebrate at all..
bcuz i noe for the very fact that, nothing else would change except for my age..
legally i'm allowed to do anything as long as it's within the law..
but... i doubt i can do the things i wan most.........

these are some of the things that i really really yearn for whenever i hear it..
"Wanna go overseas?"
"let's play overnight!!"
"clubbing anyone?"

i tried to stretch the rubber band..
i thot i could go a lil further..
but.....

i am too naive... way to naive...................
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was woken up by my dad..
though i was in a pretty blur mode,
i could feel the excitement in him..
haven seen him feeling so good fer quite some time..
guess it'll be the same fer my mum too..
=]

ah!
my parents should be in a happy mood these few days..
better get the things i wan asap..
whahahahahhahahaz..
XD
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ah!
Feb'07 is a fun mth..
there is the CNY festive mood..
and we've got lurve in the air..

cant wait fer CNY..
official time to gamble..
also! finally can get my frds to my hse.. hehe..

亲爱的朋友们..
你们要幸福唷~
cherish each other wor..
lurve ya all..
Happy Valentine's Day!!
=]
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Slept late the previous nite..
i had no idea wad time i slept after reading DeathNote manga(again..)..
i only noe i felt damn slpy..
had to force myself to wake up at 8am then..
to accompany my parents and grandma to get CNY stuff..
did it willingly..
wanna spend more time with my grandma..
lurve her lots..
=]

was totally shagged-out by the time i reach my grandma hse..
jus felt like sticking my butt there..
went home.. n i jus sat on the sofa..
ended up falling aslp..

went to weiquan's hse fer hsewarming..
finally!
a yishun khaki!!
had bbq.. talk cock session.. played a bit of bridge..
think i was like the VIP..
everyone was shocked to see me..
afterall..
i've been MIA fer 1 year plus..
haha..
guilty.. >.<
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Hey lil birdie..
O-Genki da na?
I kept thinking about u last nite..
I'm sorry bout the way u died..
did it hurt a lot..??
it's so cruel.. whoeva who did that to u..
i didn't get to see u on my way back..
someone cleaned u up huh?

Hope u're soaring freely in the sky on the other side..
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I saw a dead bird today!!
hmm.. not really..
i saw a SQUASHED dead bird today..
and i could see the internal organs....
A part of it was away from the bird too..

i almost stepped on it......................

then i looked at the bird............................

and i just felt like crying.......................................
=/
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Went to Mind's Cafe and we had lotsa fun!!
Was hilarious as we tried to figure out how to play Munckins..
(Or is it Munkins? err...)
Jasper kept winning even though we ganged up and sabotage him!!
I had the lousiest luck of all towards the end..
=.=
More!! More!! More of mind's cafe!!
hehe..






Yay! suppose to go on bleach-spree today..
but all the stuff i wanted was sold out.. =/
o-wells..
got a kawaii ichigo handphone strap..
and gave my bleach team a new home..
=]




New clothes!!
When i showed it to my parents..
My dad asked me to join Brazil team..
and i was like.. =.=

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Aching aching everywhr!!
Played badminton with Fund and Ivan yesterday..
N as usual i got trashed..
Won a few sets though.. hehe..
and ytd was hilarious when the 3 of us was picked up by an old lady..
telling us how we got the "Idol" looks, especially Ivan!!
then she started complimenting Ivan all the way..
damn farnee.. XD
And she said we looked like sisters!!
SISTAS?!?!
so ivan and fund became my sistas.. hehe..

lurve the feeling of me body aching..
makes me feel alive..
reminds me that i'm not slacking somewhr at home..
telling me that i've been working out my muscles..
=]
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♥ ♪♫♪
♥ Mahjong
♥ Booze
♥ Bleach
♥ $
♥ Caffeine
♥ Cam-whoring
♥ Sentosa