too much thoughts but too lazy to sort them out. so overwhelmed that i am giving up. ignoring all my emotions and feelings. what's the point? probably better to treat them as non-existence.
cold-blooded? no. just a shell with no soul.
Empty. A laughter that has no happiness, came a tear with no sadness. A thought that is abandoned, with emotions overwritten. A heart without a heartbeat, all Thanks to the hole in it.
He who knows himself best, fool himself best.
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I am so excited that Kernie actually drew inspiration of his Final Assignment video from... BLEACH! :D The ultimatum battle between Byakuya & Ichigo. Yays to Kernie!
What am I supposed to do With all these blues Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow I cant let go When will this night be over
I didnt mean to fall in love with you And baby theres a name for what you put me through It isnt love, its robbery Im sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by Phantom ships, lost at sea And one of them is mine Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky I wonder why The stars dont seem to guide me
I didnt mean to fall in love with you And baby theres a name for what you put me through It isnt love, its robbery Im sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me When will it set me free I hear the voices call Following footsteps down the hall Trying to save whats left of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow I cant let go When will this night be over
I didnt mean to fall in love with you And baby theres a name for what you put me through It isnt love, its robbery Im sleeping with the ghost of you and me
I didnt mean to fall in love with you And baby theres a name for what you put me through It isnt love, its robbery Im sleeping with the ghost of you and me
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though Goin' on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most Was being so close And havin' so much to say And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin' What could've been And not seein' that lovin' you Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go But I'm doin' it It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken
What hurts the most Is being so close And havin' so much to say (Much to say) And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin' What could've been And not seein' that lovin' you Is what I was tryin' to do, oh Oh yeah
What hurts the most Was being so close And havin' so much to say (To say) And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin' What could've been And not seein' that lovin' you Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seein' that lovin' you That's what I was trying to do, ooo
and the end of the Brawn-Button dominance? I hope Alonso, Webber & Vettel will kick the Brawn's butts.. (I like Button, he's cute.. but I ♥ Alonso better.. :D)
"What a beauty..." Alexandria breathed a faint mist onto the glass window as he spoke, mesmerized by the scene before him.
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The Angel rose from beneath the black, murky water and glowed, under the evening sun. Her orange-tanned body was perfect - slender, strong, along with the right curves and bumps. Looking at her lean but injuries-filled body, one could easily tell the number of wars she had been through. The end of a war, is usually the start of another. Her black wings, the left being impaired by the everlasting war, spread out as she floated slightly above the water. They were huge, with bits and pieces of crimson-red, still burning on her wings. It will never be the same white snowy wings that used to soar amongst the clouds and raced against the wind. No matter how many times she tried to cleanse them, it remained. They were the best proves of wars, scars of wars.
Lifting her head slightly backwards with eyes closed, she raised both arms sideways. Slowly, she ascends, with drops of dark water still dripping off her wings. Strange enough, her body was perfectly dry. A gentle wind danced across the hall, as if agreeing to her thoughts. Her lips edged up slightly as she came to a stop.
Warmth.
Basking in the gentle evening sun, memories raced through her mind. It has been months since she last saw the Sun. Light will never be able to reach this condemned place, let alone sunlight. It was a surprise, a gift, and she savored every moment of it.
It did not take long before the sunlight disappeared and the surroundings dimmed, made visible only by the flames of the fire torch.
Her eyes opened, blue, with tears of blood.
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Alexandria gasped. Having served her for so many years, he had never seen her being so... dark. Her eyes were able to change according to her mood and that pair of gloomy blue eyes was a first. Most of the time, it was glistering gold. Carefree, loved and happy, she used to be the source of light to everyone. Ever since she was banished here, her eyes had lost its shine and remained grey... until now.
Alexandria wondered, why on Earth was she condemned to Hell?
This is a scene that has been in my head for half a year. Somehow, I am always distracted every time I try to pen it down. And suddenly I was fiercely drawn to it tonight. I am not very good with my writings in English (sadly) compared to Chinese, but I have this nagging feeling that made me wrote in English. So, here I am. Pretty much tells my feelings.
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The random scene in dotdot's head while this song is playing.. Standing on the rooftop of the tallest bulding, pitch dark, with both arms stretched sideways and palms facing upwards. Heads tilted upwards, eyes closed and a dark smile.
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Vampires in the world unite! We are the champion.. We are the champion..
Youtube note: The Voca People is an international vocal theater performance that combines vocal sounds and an acapella singing with the art of modern beat-box. Artistic Director: Lior Kalfo Music Director: Shai Fishman Producers: Revital & Lior Kalfo. http://lidorproductions.com/vocapeople/
Intro: Era - Ameno 1. Johann Sebastian Bach - Toccata and Fugue in D minor 2. Hallelujah 3. The Entertainer 4. Chordettes - Mr. Sandman 5. Glen Miller - In The Mood 6. Elvis Presley - Tutti Frutti 7. Beach Boys - I Get Around 8. Doobie Brothers - Long Train Runnin' 9. Madonna - Holiday 10. Michael Jackson - Billie Jean 11. Eurythmics - Sweet Dreams 12. Mori Kante - Yeke Yeke 13. Nirvana - Smells like teen spirit 14. Spice Girls - If you wanna be my lover 15. Los Del Rio - La Macarena 16. Rednex - Cotton Eyed Joe 17. Britney Spears - Hit Me Baby One More Time 18. Baha Men - Who Let the Dogs Out? 19. C+C Music Factory - Gonna Make You Sweet (Everybody Dance Now) 20. Will Smith - Switch 21. Madagascar 5 vs. KK Project - I Like To Move It
Saw him on Live n Loaded last week and he was DAMN GOOD..
Wa wa wa~
Youtube Info: Dharni from Singapore live at the 1st International Beatbox Battle Convention Days in Berlin, Germany. The whole beatboxing music festival was produced and organised by Bee low for Beatbox Battle Networks. Dharni from Singapore live on stage at the 1st International Beatbox Battle Convention in Berlin, Germany. His high skill level makes him to one of Asian 's hottest beatboxing musicians. Dharni is a vocal percussion pioneer in the Singapore Hip Hop scene. Maximum Respect !!!
The Moon is tearing The Sun is hiding The Stars are searching, but they just can’t find it The Tides are rising The Clouds are weeping The Night is listening, to a silent heartbeat The Wind is howling The Sky now crying With memories, being history.
Suddenly recalled a conversation I had with my mum a few months back..
Mum: Eh.. There is this new thing call "Facebook" is it? SY: (Suspicious) Urm.. Ya.. Mum: You know what it is? SY: (Hesitations, but gave a quick & brief summary) Mum: Oh.. Help me create one.. SY: (Quick to brush it off) Aiya.. You won't need it one la.. Create already also won't use..
(Attempts to divert Mum's attention)
Duh.. I will so delete my Facebook account if my mum really created an account and attempts to add me.. Cannot imagine having her see all those stuff on my Facebook.. The nagging will probably never end.. ha..
On a side note, Ah-lon (Alonso.. =X) wasn't feeling well today.. Ear infection.. 可怜.. Sick still have to 硬着头皮 to race.. No wonder he did the least number of laps and didn't have good timings during practice today.. Hope he will recover quick and be ready for the qualifying later this evening..
F1 is getting more drama.. I hope Hamilton won't get suspended.. It will be such a waste.. Can't wait to watch those Tamiya cars and the big boys later and tomorrow.. Gah.. My 2 帅哥..
, at 4/12/09, 4:28 AM
DoTdOtGeR, at 4/12/09, 10:08 PM
