Monday, June 01, 2009 Y 10:22 PM
♫ Frustrations ♫
It is so hard to be smiling and 'entertaining' every single individual when we are at our mental threshold. There are times when I just feel like sticking my middle finger (not literally) and get the world to fuck off.
It is unbelievably tiring to be juggling with work, financial issues, studies, own company and interpersonal relationship, especially when half the people doesn't gives a shit anyways.
When I am at all smiles, people take that for what I should be.
Yet when I am all down, they might ask, "what the hell is wrong with you?", and probably start shying from me.
Since I am no longer the fun and exciting one.
People come and go.
I guess it is time I re-evaluate those people who truly care, and people who no longer do. Then only I won't be so hard on myself.
I get it that people have their life and we are all busy in our own ways.
Thus, the limited times on gatherings.
Then, we have the phone, where we can always call upon each other for some short updates.
Yet, people can be REALLY busy. Yes, I know.
But when even a simple sms that will probably take at most 1 minute of your time, doesn't even get your attention, it just shows how much you care.
If you don't care, then don't expect me to.
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