Sunday, January 25, 2009 Y 9:17 PM
♫ I want to move out of SG ASAP.. ♫
I hate festive seasons, cause there will always bound to be unhappiness..
I hate this moment, cause I hate the emotional stress I am getting..
I hate it how they always quarrel..
Sometimes, I rather the 4 of us were not together.. Lesser conflicts, lesser quarrels, lesser emotional stress, lesser tears..
I hate it how I am struggling to move on..
I hate it how I can only live in memories..
I hate what I'm feeling right now..
I hate the current me.. so weak and helpless.. Yet I only wish to turn to just that one person, but due to all sorts of reasons, I forbid myself to..
I hate Chinese New Year.. She never liked his family.. It will always start from nags, and eventually turns into ugly quarrels..
I hate swallowing my tears.. and how I cannot cry at home when everyone is around..
I hate the conflicted feeling I am feeling..
I hate this place which is filled with sad memories..
I want to live afresh.. a new life..
I want to move away from SG.. away from them, him, everyone, everything..
I want to live in Japan.. a place where I can still find happiness as long as Bleach is running..
I want to go backpacking this summer.. a short escapade.. Cause I'm really feeling very 辛苦 right now after so many things happened..
Happiness seemed unreachable..
因为幸福看似很遥远..
SY is a sunshine no more..
She has totally lost her shine, and is no longer shining..
It is getting tougher and tougher to smile..
A smile is a luxury because she has no reasons to smile anymore..
Get me out of here..
Pull me out of this misery..
Don't bother asking me whether I am alright, cause it would be obvious that I am not..
Don't ask why either, cause I wouldn't feeling like saying..
Don't say, don't ask..
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