The fear of rejecton is overwhelming..
I haven tried..
i am totally overwhelmed by it..
Few will truly understand how sucky it feels..
It is not the kind of bgr fear of rejection..
it is worse.. very much worse n fact..
a pure torture as you struggle within youself..
Wanting to do the things you truly enjoy..
wanting so much to break free..
wanting to soar in the sky, and taste the air..
wanting to know how pain feels like..

this year is a year of 21st..
most of my frds had, or are intending to celebrate for stepping into adulthood..
i am very much not gonna celebrate at all..
bcuz i noe for the very fact that, nothing else would change except for my age..
legally i'm allowed to do anything as long as it's within the law..
but... i doubt i can do the things i wan most.........

these are some of the things that i really really yearn for whenever i hear it..
"Wanna go overseas?"
"let's play overnight!!"
"clubbing anyone?"

i tried to stretch the rubber band..
i thot i could go a lil further..
but.....

i am too naive... way to naive...................
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